Peace and serinity

Gods Greatness

Awake

Its 12:17am. on Wednesday morning and i'm odly up! lols. kinda weird for me since the past four months or so my bed time has been pretty routine. Bed by eleven no later. and here it is after midnight. :>) who knows. lol.. This evening went to see Jer :) nice time up there. Rained alot on my way up to his place. just poored down!! and just as i was running up Jers driveway it just pelted down again! it actually started at 22 and I was praying "Lord hold the rain off till i'm in his house" and the Lord did a really great job. I was at the front steps when it came a pooring down. :) I was just in time to finish up the ending of the "Bucket List" w/Morgan Freeman! :) really great movie! haven't seen that since last summer. Then after Jers friend took off Jerm and I had some quiet time. really nice, i watched what i wanted to in his rm.and he wrapped up his resume on the puter and then about fifteen minutes later he came in to join me. Then at 10:40 or so I decided to hed home. I was sore from being on my feet all this afternoon at work! yeah, and it was only 4 hrs. which you wouldnt think would tire out someone as young as me. but hey guess it can get anyone down. lols.

its been a while!

well lets see here.....1st and for most! HAPPY MOMS DAY!! love you mommy! :) I really have been blessed w/such a wonderful mother and a wonderful mother in law! aww....Tear Tear! lols, lately i've struggled a lot with major anxiety attacks. my parents have been my support system. I've also come to realize how God can work through me. I'm learning that God doesnt ever leave my side though at times it does feel like i'm standing all alone! :( I look at myself a lot and say '' Y,God!" but then i try to remember that God makes all individuals in his great vision! So by doubting myself, I'm realing doubting the Lord! And I shouldn't doubt the creator who has put me on this earth! I nd. to love mysef! like,God intended. I think the reasons I have been stressing lately is less and less hrs.at work, finaces, growing up! wow! growing up kinda suxs!! I mean in elementarty school my only worry was....what was in my lunch box. and now I have car insurance payments to make help out w/rent in some ways. lols, when i can afford to help out w/some sort of a rent payment! But luckily my parents have been so loving and really understanding that the hrs.at work havent been where they were and as long as i pay my 100a month for car ins. its all good and 40a month for cell. But i mean thats still alot! and on top of all of this i'm trying to build my savings so that my fiancee and i can soon set our wedding date

Coming up in August (22nd 09) my best friends sister Sarah O. will be tieing the knot w/her future hubby Jesse Cameron! God bless and good luck to the both of you! :)

The very top pic. is a picture of me in my gown for Sarahs wedding I have not yet purchased it :( I better get on the ball..lols

Holidays are over :(

Yep! the Holidays are done and over :( no more, Christmas lights,warm holiday wishes or tv.specials :( I cant believe how quickly holidays go by! no more Happy Holidays, or Merry Christmas'. But that doesnt mean we should just forget it, we should always treat each day like a holiday. By which, treating ppl.with warm loving wishes...and lots of love! Its so intresting, that when we're excited for an event it seems like it will nvr.arrive and when it finally does arrive it seems to have flown by! wow!!! thats def. weird.

winter night/Chilis/and patchwork

WOW! the basket on the Right is my first attempt at patchwork! :) I'm so thrilled that it turned out exactly like Kims! her's is on the Left! :) I spent a good 2 hrs. working on mine! its almost completly finished just needs a little filler fabric on the inside and taduh!!! its completed!!! YEAH!

Beginning of the night was really really really blah!!! got home from work a little after 4.Then ate some home made fried rice. Yummy!! :) and then just excercised. Yeah really blah i know. :( . Then i decided to run up to WellsFargo to cash my check :)! thats always a fun thing. Then as I was waiting to get my money,Jer called and was like "we're going to Chilis wanna go?". I'm like "sure sounds like alot more fun then sitting home on a Fri. night!" So I head to Chilis and of course when i get there its packed! so I put our names on the waiting list 20min.turned into like 35 or 40min. haha lols. what can ya do, ya know :). Had a burger! and a topshelf presidente Margarita!!that was so freaking good!!! :) Then after that I decided to go up to Jers and work on some patchwork w/Jers mom. I worked on my patchwork for prob.2 hrs.! then went to hang w/the boys. they played Halo 3 all night so Patchworking was awesome and so much more fun than sitting there bored off my butt. lols. As you can see at the top of the page Its small but its my first attempt! :)

Thats all folks :)

New Job

yep,I got a job! at Office Max near my home :) and i enjoy it alot. I am not a BIG fan of retail but hey sometimes its all that you can get. I'm going to be starting my job hunt here after the holidays :) I really would like to get an office job as a receptionist or as a sectary. My other dream is to become a special ed.para. I really enjoy helping young children achieve there biggest dreams. :) I know that I may have to wait a while for things to open up but I can only be positive and rely on God.Because, Gods got my life planned out for me :). So trusting in him is exactly what I did b4 I landed the OMax job. lols, that's what we call it. I am pretty lucky however :) I work w/my second cousin Leah :) that's really sweet!! and my Mgr.is engaged to my second cousin :). yeah, never thought I'd have such a sweet hook up.

Hinckley Minnesota here I come :) looking forward to lovely Hinckley MN. My mother in law and great mom in law are going to Hinckley casino for the night. Can't wait. Oh yeah, Jeremys second cousin Jessica may come up with her friend Pricilla :D think thats how you spell that. So looking forward to swimming and just having a good time. Jeremys grama Diana will also be joining us! funtimes! I am so in need of this :D so it's just one night, but it will still help me out alot. I am really happy to be going and getting to bond w/Jeremys fam. Because soon I will be a part of thaere fam. :D So yeah looking forward to getting to spend some time with them. I can't wait to just take a dip in the hot tub and the pool! and play some slots!! fun fun fun!! off to have a greeeeeeeeattttttttttt !!! time

Obama!

Well all of this political nonsence is done and over w/! thank God!!!! :D wow, can't belive how much slander is used in all of those political television commericals! wow!! anyways, yesterday (Tues.Nov. 4,2008) we elected Obama!! :( thats to bad! he's for abortion!! which is moraly wrong! he's for gay marriage which again is totally wrong! I just can't believe how dumb ppl. can be to vote for such a inexperienced man! Really, ppl. c'mon. Can you not sence that he's always been a shifty man? I mean, he doesn't respect our National Anthem!! c'mon, if elected the President of the U.S.A. aren't you suppose to love and cherish this country? are you not suppose to put your hand over your heart and sing w/love,respect,and honor? well according to Obama NO!!Wow, I'm scared to imagion where this country is head to! its sad to say but I kinda think he's not Presidential material. Not becuase he's black, but just because his out looks on life don't match! I mean hes Democratic, but yet he seems to bounce from one end of the Political spectrum to the other!What gives?
I sure don't get it! and probually never will until I lay up in heaven w/God! God plz. Lord protect our country!!!!!! Thats all I wish for!

Gophers

Go Gophers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah!

Well yes we've had a great mens basketball team. Hopefully this yr. will be the same. Good luck guys :), hope that we make it to the BIG TEN! Go GoPhErS!!! I totaly am cheering for you this yr. as for last yr. I did as well.

Anyways, M-I-N-N-E-S-O-T-A, minneost yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Gophers!!!!!!!!!

In Remembrance!

to the right is a picture of a motorcycle with the names engraved into it of all the men and women (fire,police,medics) who lost there lives while rescuing others in distress. THANK YOU! to all the men and woman who were so selfless who put there own lives on the line. God surely was watching over every single man and woman who lost his/her life that sad and awful day. May they forever and ever rest in peace. May we never forget them in our prayers. How hard it must be still for the loved ones who were left behind in this atrosity. Prayers and hope go out to all of the loved ones who were left behind. God bless you all! May you remember the happier times, the wonderful memories, and amazing friendships you had. May you not weep,but rejoice. May your hearts burn with LOVE for those whom were lost, but also for those who live around you as well. Love your neighbor as yourself :) that is so true! Well may this be a letter of encouragement!

Political thoughts !

Okay, so i'm sure pretty much everyone who lives in the U.S. has seen all those political
commercials you know the ones that attack the other appoinit! well, I'm sick of them! Why does politics have to be so brutal? I mean is brutality what America seriously stands for? I sure hope not! As I have grown I've allways thought of America as wonderful,helpful and honest! By the way that these political T.V. adds have gone it sometimes makes me think the complet oppisite. Dont get me wrong though, I so love America! I love our freedoms. I love not having to be affraid to walk down the street and to know that I am pretty much safe. I love that America is America. But I just can't believe how low we've sunk to advertise politics. I mean, obvisouly its just a diversion one canidate to the other canidate. Its just hard to understand the actual reasons why the canidates need too be so dishones about one another. I was always tought that TRUTH! is the BEST or "Honesty is the best Policy" thats what the new political canidates should be selling and sticking by. But hey only God knows each and every sin of man. Who am I to put these ppl. to shame I mean, one of them is going to be our Nations next leader. All we can do is PRAY!!!!!!! pray for our nations leaders. Pray that the "enemy" (satin) doesn't interfere. But as a Christian I have come to realize that satin always interferes in all that is good especially when God is in the center.


GOD BLESS THIS NATION!!!!!!
KEEP OUR MORALS STRONG!!!


AMEN! :)

Me and My Sweetie